Numb

I’m not going to kill myself, but I -am- going to numb myself.

With food. I gained 5kg already. -_-

With meds. I’m taking more than I should chew.

With alcohol. This will be easier once I moved into my apartment.

With sleeping. As long as I sleep, real life can’t hurt me.

Anything to diminish this feeling.

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